Struggle of life…

Oh, Deity! when everyone is busy to build new construction in their second building, I still struggling with my career construction. Why everything is so hard & hash for me. I ponder to watch the gullyboy movie again and say #apnatimeaayega , badly needs motivation #deepaknegative

Reality of People..

Suppose, you’re an outsider, who lives with a family those may be considered you as a family member, however, on the other side, they crack weird jokes on you and your family, insulted you on every occasion, reveals your secret life, and eventually, when you try to behave like a family member, they try to realise you that who you are?? actually, still an outsider.

An Anecdot – First Edition – Hinglish version

One moment in time – first edition

#one moment in time
Aaj jub main churahe per khada ek dost ka wait ker rha tha. Mere samne kuch aisa hua jisne muje sochne per mazboor ker diya …
Mere samne ek ladka jiski umar sayad 24-27 ke beech ki hogi..do logo se baat ker rha tha..woh syad uske parents the…main apne dost ka wait kerte 2 bore ho chuka tha fir Maine apne kan unki bato per lagana chalo ker diya. Ladka kafi dukhi lag rha tha. Uske mummy papa Bhi kafi naraz lag rhe the.mata ji to ro Bhi rhi thi..ye sub Dekh ke Mera interest or bad gya. Aur main unke aur nazdeek chala gya..ye janne ke liye ki aakhir chal kya rha tha.
Ladka apne mummy papa se kisi ladki ke bare main baat ker rha tha.
Aur keh rha tha..woh maan nahi rhi h.aur ab koi compromise ki gunzais
Nahi h ..fir uske patents ne kaha ‘to fir court chal dete h..’
Unnke mou se court sun ker Maine Idhar udhar dekha to waha ek women’s and child cell tha..jaha parivarik vivado ki counselling chalti h..tub mere samj me aaya ki iss ladke ka case iss cell me aya h..
Ladke ki baato aur hao Bhao se lag rha tha ki woh Kitna pareshan h iss Case se..woh compromise kerna cha rha tha..lekin uske wife ready nahi ho Rahi thi.ladke ke parents ye Bhi keh rhe the ki hum log usse nahi rakhe ge bus..baki aapki marzi.bechare ladke ka mou utar sa ja rha tha..ladka ek baar fir ander Gaya sayad ladki se baat kerne ko.yaha per uske parents ladki ko galiya de rhe the ki kitni tez ladki h.humare bacche ko humse chin Liya ..Iske baad ladka bhar aaya aur AAte hi apne parents se kehne laga ki woh nahi maan Rahi h.aap logo ke sath usse nahi rehna ab main kya kero?? ladka kafi hatas sa lag rha tha.fir uski mummy ne kaha ‘beta Jo tumhe kerna h woh kero per hum ab uss ladki ke sath nahi reh sakte’ ladke ki mummy sayad woh dekh nahi pa Rahi thi Jo main door se dekh pa rha tha ki ladka apni wife ko nahi chodna chahta tha..ladke ne fir apne parent se thoda sochne ke baad kaha ‘ki main usse alag Kiraye per rekh luga ager usse apke pass nahi rehna..
Ye sun ke usski mummy ne bola fir tum usse ke sath reh Lena ..
Ab ladka fir soch me pad gya.main usski ulljan samj pa rha tha ..mager main hairaan tha uski maa ye nahi samaj rhi thi..or uske baap Bhi chop the..ladka fir dhree-2 women cell ke office me jane laga..sayad apni wife ko kuch bolne ja rha tha..uske parent ne sir neeche. Ker Liya tha aur main unn logo ko dekh rha tha..itne me Mera dost aagya aur main uske sath wha se nikal gya..pure raste me sochna rha..
Ki ager uss ladke ki Jagah me hota to kya kerta?
Apne parents ki sunta jinhone muje janm diya
Ya firr apni wife ki Jo Saat fere leke,apna pura pariwaar chod ke mere sath aayi thi
Ya apne dil ke Jo bechara confuse tha ki karu kya..
Ab samj me aaya aadmi heart attack se jada kyu marte h..sayad puri zindagi aise hi kisi uljahn me pad jate hoge jo unne aur koi nahi apne hi dete hai..
-deepaknegative

Reality of life..

Aaj duniya ka har insaan dukhi h
Chahe woh bahut Amir ho ya gareeb
Bus hum ye lagta hai ki hum hi subse jada dukhi hain.lekin kisi ko dekh ker aap kaise bata sakte h.ki ussko kiss baat ka gum hai..?
Humare aas pass ke logo ko jo Hume Karib se nahi Jante unne pata Bhi kaise chalega ki Hume koi gum hai.unnke liye to hum subse kush insaan hai.
Kabhi 2 galtfamiya Bhi acchi hoti h
Kushi to de deti hai..chahe kuch pal ke liye hi ho..life ko samjna aasan nahi h..ager aap kisi se Bhi attach nahi ho to sayad aap Kush reh Bhi sakte ho..kyu ki apko kya fark padta h..kisi ki life me kya chal rha h..Lekin ager aap logo se attachment bana lete h..to aap ki life me kitni Bhi kushi ho..life mast chal rhi ho..woh kushi aapke face me fiki Si lagegi..kyu ki attachment badi vichitra cheez h dosto..Jo log apne me khoye rehte h unne ya to pagal bola jata hai or ya to artist ..unne samaaj se Nikal diya jata h..kyu ki woh samaaj ke liye kisi kam ke nahi hote..firr unn pagal logo ko iss samaaj me Jagah banane ke liye pata nahi kya 2 kerna padta h..Jo iss samaaj ko Kush ker dete h woh iss samaaj ka Hissa ban jate h ..Jo nahi ker pate woh ek adhuri Kahani se ho jate h..
Lekin akele rehna Bhi ek bahut bada challenge hai.jo sub ke bus ki baat nahi hoti..kyu ki akele rehne main apko bahut tyag kerne padte hai.ya to apke career ka ya to relations ka or ya to samaz ka..
Zindagi ek paheli hai jisko samjne main hi puri zindagi nikal jati hai..Hume bus isse jeena hai jitni ye Hume mili hai..dekhte  hai ye life Hume kaha le jati hai…chlte Raho bus face pe smile liye..kyu ki koi apki smile se Bhi Kush ho rha hoga..
#deepaknegative ab ho jao possitive